Skip to main content

Hunting the Golden State Killer

On Paul Holes, "Unmasked":


 One standard rule in the world of memoirs is that the writer must expose a Divided Self; we're all waging inner wars, and when we see someone candidly describing internal conflicts, we (often) make a connection. 


The detective Paul Holes knows this well -- or at least his ghost-writer knows the drill.

Holes is the cold-case expert who tracked down the Golden State Killer. This alone is a great story. It involves linking the East Area Rapist to the Original Night Stalker, forming an alliance with Patton Oswalt et al, fighting over the ethics of genealogy research, and trailing sketchy people who turn out to be innocent. Holes describes apprehending the GSK; this guy murmured about "a force that made me do it," and he sat immobile, fully immobile, under watch, for at least an hour. (During assaults, the GSK would often become silent for long, long stretches; the victims would then think they were alone, and suddenly the GSK would clear his throat).

Holes hasn't just hunted the GSK. He describes another serial killer whose hands trembled as he fastened a locket for a friend; the hands were trembling because of the temptation to perform a strangulation. Holes recalls a case where a man and his son were murdered; the spouse seemed a little too chipper, and she profited, financially, from the deaths. But some dots just can't be connected.

Holes has another story of a man who seems to have committed suicide -- but, clearly, a third party was involved (a helper). If we let the helper sail off into the sunset, aren't we letting a murderer go free?

Because of his savviness (or his ghost-writer's savviness), Holes frequently describes the toll his work takes on his marriage. Here's the Divided Self. Holes can appreciate that his work turns him into a difficult romantic partner -- but, also, he can't stop returning to the office. How can he let injustice flourish? His private wars are relatable -- and (relatably) unresolved.

I loved this book.


Comments

Popular posts from this blog

How to Host a Baby

-You have assumed responsibility for a mewling, puking ball of life, a yellow-lab pup. He will spit his half-digested kibble all over your shoes, all over your hard-cover edition of Jennifer Haigh's novel  Faith . He will eat your tables, your chairs, your "I {Heart] Montessori" magnet, placed too low on the fridge. When you try to watch Bette Davis in  Hush Hush Sweet Charlotte , on your TV, your dog will bark through the murder-prologue, for no apparent reason. He will whimper through Lena Dunham's  Girls , such that you have to rewind several times to catch every nuance of Andrew Rannells's ad-libbing--and, still, you'll have a nagging suspicion you've missed something. Your dog will poop on the kitchen floor, in the hallway, between the tiny bars of his crate. He'll announce his wakefulness at 5 AM, 2 AM, or while you and another human are mid-coitus. All this, and you get outside, and it's: "Don't let him pee on my tulips!" When...

Joshie

  When I was growing up, a class birthday involved Hostess cupcakes. Often, the cupcakes would come in a shoebox, so you could taste a leathery residue (during the party). Times change. You can't bring a treat into a public school, in 2024, because heaven knows what kind of allergies might lurk, in unseen corners, in the classroom. But Joshua's teacher will allow: a dance party, a pajama day, or a guest reader. I chose to bring a story for Joshua's birthday (observed), but I didn't think through the role that anxiety might play in this interaction. We talk, in this house, quite a bit about anxiety; one game-changer, for J, has been a daily list of activities, so that he knows exactly what to expect. He gets a look of profound satisfaction when he sees the agenda; it doesn't really matter what the specific events happen to be. It's just about knowing, "I can anticipate X, Y, and Z." Joshua struggled with his celebration. He wore his nervousness on his f...

Josh at Five

 Joshie's project is "flexibility"; the goal is to see that a plan is just an idea, not a gospel, not a guarantee. This is difficult. Yesterday, we went to a restaurant--billed as "open," with unlocked doors--and the owner informed us of an "error in advertising." But Joshie couldn't accept the word "closed." He threw himself on the floor, then climbed on the furniture. I felt for the owner, until he nervously made a reference to "the glass windows." He imagined that my child might toss himself through a sealed window, like Mary Katherine Gallagher, or like Bruce Willis, in "Die Hard." Then--thank the Lord!--I was able to laugh. The thing that really has therapeutic value for Joshie is: a firetruck. If we are out in public, and he spots a parked truck, he wants to climb on each surface. He breathlessly alludes to the wheels, the door, the windows. If an actual fire station ("fire ocean," in Joshie's parla...